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Ellie Rose ~

Flashback ~

"Ellie-" I cut him off by my lips onto his.

Gasp was the first thing that left from every girl here. Matteo's eyes widening as he stared down at me but I was too busy to looking at Mason who's already ready to kill Matteo.

I can gave the guarantee that he's going to broke his teeth from the pressure from how hard he'd cleanched his perfect jaw.

"What the hell?" Sophie scoffed, her eyes slightly widened and her jaw slightly dropped as she watched us. Matteo wrapped his strong arms around my waist pulling me more closer to him taking me by surprised. He bite down on my lip before sliding his tongue inside my mouth exploring. I wrapped my arms around his neck slowly breaking the kiss to breathe. I couldn't even looked into his eyes from how flushed my face was right now.

I glanced at very angry Mason to see his one hand gripping the wooden chair next to him so tightly that his knuckles are almost turning white.

I guess It wasn't a good idea.

"That was.. hot" Matteo smirk, panting. I glanced up at him and blushed.

"I didn't expected that" Amara smirked glancing at the very angry Mobstar storming towards us. Matteo glanced at my lips leaning in and before his lips could touched mine, I was ripped off of his body and into another arms. Taking the cologne I exactly knew the person.

"Fuck off Matteo or I swear I'll fucking kill you right here" Mason threatened looking dead into Matteo's. "Touch her again and you'll sign your death sentence"

"Well you should've thought that before you broke her heart Mason" Matteo replied crossing his arms over his chest. I was surprised how Matteo response Mason because he never talked like that with him before. I glanced up at Mason to see his perfect jaw clenched.

He's definitely going to kill him.

"Mason you can't-" but he interrupted me.

"I'll deal with you later" he sternly said without looking down at me wrapping his strong tattooed arms around me protectively.

He can't be serious?

"No, you've to deal-" but I got cut off by him once again.

"Babygirl You don't want me to bend you over that table and spanked that sassy plump ass of yours in front of everyone here, no?" He whispered huskily down into my ear. I gulped and quickly shook my head looking down because I know he's a man with words.

"Good" he smirk squeezing my right ass cheek and looked back-up at Matteo. God. This man has that affect on me. I shouldn't even have let him come closer to me but here's I'm pressed against his hard muscular body with his one hand on my waist and another on my ass squeezing it whenever he wants. I glanced at the girls to see them already smirking at me.

My cheeks are now definitely hot pink.

"She's mine only fucking mine" Mason growled causing Matteo to scoffed.

"Mason stop lying! You love me!" Sophie yelled storming over to us and Mason rolled his eyes. Yeah we obviously needed this bitch in the drama.

"And I'm not yours Mason Williams" I shoot him up a glare causing a sexy devilish smirk to tugged on his lips but I could still see the anger and Jealousy in his beautiful blue eyes. He wrapped his knuckles around my chocolate locks and roughly tugged them down enough not to hurt me. My heart beat speed up and I bite down on my lip without taking my eyes off of his darkened one.

"I may have given you your freedom back, but let's face it, you're still mine and you'll always be mine " he grits, squeezing my waist tightly. I couldn't helped but glanced at his soft plump lips. God how badly I want to kiss them.

"This ass is mine" he placed a kiss on my exposed throat and softly bite down on my skin giving my butt a small squeeze and I bite down on my tongue restraining myself from moaning.

"I hate sharing what belongs to me, Bella. I want you all to myself only" he whispered looking into my eyes. We knew people were watching but we both didn't cared. I was so lost in his eyes and touch. I missed it. I glanced at sophia to see her standing clutching her purse tightly with angry.

"These lips are mine" he snacked his hand around my neck placing his lips on mine. As I leaned into the kiss he pulled away smirking and buried his face in the crook of my neck placing hot open mouth kisses there.

"Mason.." I couldn't stop the moan that climbed out of me when I felt his hand sliding between my legs roughly rubbing me over my panty. I glanced at Matteo to see him swallowing hard as he watched us causing my face to turned flushed.

"This sweet tight pussy is mine" he spat into my ear, My grip on his broad shoulder got tightened and I shut my legs closed from how turned on I was. My breathe getting heavier and my chest rose up and down.

"Open your legs, bella" he demand, his voice rougher and full of dominance. My breathe getting harsher as I slowly released them their closed position.

"Just like that bella"

I moaned when he moved my panty in my side and slide his two expert fingers deeper inside me. He licked his lips with a sexy devilish smirk before glancing at Matteo

"Still so tight and wet for me" he growled before placing his lips against mine. As soon as our lips touched, I felt those butterflies in my stomach once again.

"I can't let him get me, No!

"Stop!" I yelled finally pushing him away from me. But he didn't made any move or something. 

"What do you think of me? I'm not a damn toy Mason! I'm a human too! Stop playing with my feelings please!" I raised my voice giving him the hardest glare. "I'm tired of all these pretense! I got that you don't love me please! Stop saying I'm yours because I'm not for god sake!"

"I'm tired of all these please, leave me alone. Please I beg you stop doing this! you already broke me into pieces and what do you want now?!" I said panting. My anger was taking a good place inside me. "I know you love Sophia and I never meant anything to you. God I was so damn stupid that I thought you even love me because you don't! I was just a sex toy for you and nothing more!"

"I'm not a prostitute" I whispered as tears filled my eyes. As soon as those words left my lips Mason clenched his jaw so hard that he could break his teeth. "I'd enough.. Leave me alone, you don't want to see my face right? fine! I won't show you my face anymore.. never ever Mason"

"Ellie just fucking listen-" but I cut him off.

"There's nothing to listen anymore.. our paths are different from now on. I hate you Mr William and I wish I'd never met you" I whispered as he slide his hands inside his pocket, shutting his eyes closed like he's trying hard to control his anger. I knew he was angry really angry by the way he'd clenched his jaw and his muscles tensed.

"Oh and thank you for breaking my heart" I threw him a fake smile and turned around to leave but Mason grabbed my arm pulling me closer to him. His dark blue eyes are now flashing with fire.

"I know I fucked up but just fucking listen to me for once! let me-" 

"You've lost your right to touch me" I  snatching my arm from him causing him to sucked in a deep breathe. I released a breathe, before darting my eyes to Sophia, who was looking at me with pursed lips, glaring at me.

"Congratulations Sophia, you got your love back" I smiled at her causing Mason to rolled his eyes.  "Mason was always  yours because he was never mine,. I meant nothing to him"

"Damnit Ellie, you're getting it wrong-" Mason muttered.

"We shall get home now" I said before looking away from him and darting my eyes to Meleniie. Sophie opened her mouth to speak but then closed it. I knew she was obviously happy. Mason was just staring at me with hurt and pain.

"Go home bitch and I hope I never see your ugly face again" Melanie spat crossing her arms over her chest causing Sophie to shoot her a dead look.

People were whispering things as they got back to their own works. 

"Bella please it's not what you're thinking" Mason said cupping my face, his eyebrows coming together as he's in pain. "I love you. I love you more then anything and I did that to protect you"

Ellie put yourself together. Don't let him get you.

"Protect from what? from who?" I asked finally looking into his eyes, Tears were threatening to come out from my eyes. I couldn't take it anymore. It hurts so bad.

"I love you" he whispered leaning his forehead against mine but I didn't answered back and I know he's hurt by that. But he can't expect me to love him back after everything he did to me.

"Mason just let her go please, She's bitch after all and she doesn't care about you at all" Sophia scoffed crossing her arms over her chest.

"Just shut the fuck up Sophia" Mason grits, clenching his jaw.

"You don't have to lie anymore" I told him forcing a smile on my face and gently pushing him away from me. "I won't fall for you and your sweet words, Mason William" I took a step back from him. "not again"

He didn't said anything as he kept staring at me with hurt and pain.

I wiped the last  tear that rolled down my left cheek before turning around in my heels and walking out from the restaurant with my girls following me.

Flashback End ~

It was middle of the night and I couldn't sleep. Maybe a walk will work. I sighed and got out from the bed. I've talked with the girls that I've decided to move to America. It'll helped me to forget Mason and i'll be able to focus on my career too. I put on my coat and walked out from my room going downstairs. It was really cold outside. As I walked out from my home, there he was standing leaning against his car, for me? 

I wanted to close the door and go back to my room but deep inside I was curious about why he was here? How did he find out that I was about to come out for walk?

"Mason?" I called walking towards him. He looked over at me and smiled. His beautiful smile.

"Bella.."

"What are you doing here" I asked crossing my arms over my chest.

"I couldn't sleep" he sighed. "I couldn't get you out from my mind the whole day.. " he spoke softly causing me to look away from him taking a deep breathe.

I also want to tell him how badly I've missed him too and how I couldn't stop thinking about him the all day and night.

"I was actually thinking to sneak into your room" he said licking his lips. A small smile playing on his lips as he slowly made his way towards me.

"And why's that?" I asked narrowing my eyes at him when he stand face to face with me.

"To get just a one glanced of you" he murmured gently wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. I looked down putting my hands on his chest to push him away.

"Let me go"

"No.."

"Mason I said let me go" I muttered trying to push him away but damnit, he was strong as hell.

"I heard you're moving to America?" He asked, his voice low and broken. I took a deep breathe and nodded my head.

"It'll be better for both of us" I answered with shrugged as my eyes began to get watered.

"Don't.. please don't go" he whispered gently cupping my face leaning his forehead against mine.

His eyes held so much love and emotions for me but I know, these are all fake.

"If you're pretending again.. then please stop" I whispered looking down. "I'd enough" I stepped back finally managing to move away from him.

"Look at me" he gently cupped my face. "Look at me bella" he firmly demand.

"I love you more than anything in this entire world. I've never loved anyone like this before after my mother's death. I was lost and broken after her death. I was like a robot who didn't knew how to smile, how to love and how to show emotions. I was a robot who went to work than come back home, no one to love, no one to care about me. I was like a robot and I was alone" he paused when I looked up at him.

"And then you come.." he whispered with smile.

"Everything was beautiful with you Ellie.. you proved me that love do exists, you made me smile, laugh. All the moments and days with you were the best days of my life and yeah, I was so happy. You learned this robot how to love Ellie Rose" he spoke. I took a deep breathe looking down.

"And then suddenly the fear of losing you started to hunting me. All the time I was scared if anything bad happened to you then how am I going to forgive myself? How am I going to live without you? I was so scared baby and I was fucking coward to pushed you away. I thought I won't be able to protect you" his eyes began to get watered and he looked away from me hiding them.

"Mason please leave-"

"No, let me finish" he said firmly. "After you left I was broken again. All those weeks without you were like hell. I missed you so fucking much that it hurts. I even tried to forget you but.. but I couldn't no matter how much I tried. You were everywhere, in my heart, in my mind, in my soul, in my breathe everywhere" he whispered as tears rolled down my cheeks and smile spreading in my face.

"I'm miserable without you. I need you to breathe Baby. I can't live without you and all those weeks I'd to live with your memories.. please stay.." he whispered, his chest rising up and down.

"Please stay.. stay with me.. bella" he whispered. He was having panics. "I can't lose you.. "

"Mason.. I'm with you. I'm not going anywhere. I'm always with you" I answered trying to calm him down. My eyebrows coming together as I pulled him for a hug. I didn't knew what to do at this moment.

"I'll go wherever you'll go.. just don't let go of me" he tightly hugged me back. "If you want I'll go with you to America but stay by my side"

I kissed his head.

"Stay with me.. don't leave me " he pleaded, his eyes getting heavier. His body gave up and he fell down on the ground causing my eyes to grow widened.

"M-Mason- Are you okay?" I whispered cupping his face. He stared at me with so much love in his those beautiful blue eyes.

"You're so beautiful.. " he smiled, his eyes getting fluttered closed. My heart fluttered hearing him, at the same time breaking seeing him like this.

"You're too" I whispered looking down at him and he let out a breathless chuckled. He slowly intertwined our fingers.

"I love you" he kissed my hand.

"I love you too" I whispered. Tears filled my eyes as he shook his head trying to keep his eyes opened.

"Mason.. please" I began to sobbed. He gently brushed my hair behind my ear that fell in front of my face as curtains.

"Shh.. I'm okay.. I'm okay bella.." he whispered leaning into my touch. "Don't.. cry" he murmured.

"Don't.. cry.." that's all he murmured before closing his eyes.

"No, Mason open your eyes" I felt more tears rolling down my cheeks. "Mason.. please" I broke into tears.

Suddenly it began to snowing.

"I love you please open your eyes! Mason please please!" I begged crying hard. "I love you, I love you so much. I'm with you. I'm not going anywhere"

There was no one around to asked for help at this middle of the night.

"Bella.." he mumbled, his eyes still closed.

"I'm here, I'm with you" I quickly answered wiping my tears and wrapped his one arm around my neck and I wrapped my one hand around his waist carefully standing up. I slowly walked him inside my home. I didn't know what to do. Only was thing that was on my mind was-

He's going to be okay. He'll be okay.

"You'll be okay.. I'm with you.. I promise" I whispered kissing his neck.

"I love you.. so much.." he murmured before his head fell back.

"I love you too, I love you too Mason.. you'll be okay" I whispered. "And I promise.. I won't leave your side no matter what"

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Hey Lovelies 🥺🤧

I don't know how's this chapter because as I said I'm really busy and lazy right now so I'm sorry.

how did ya'all felt reading this chapter
But I was emotional while writing this chapter. 🥺🤧

My brain isn't working I guess 😅

Shall I take a break from it?

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